Well it's that time of year. The shopping, baking, wrapping, cleaning, addressing, Holiday season. And while I love it I hate it all the same. I love Christmas, the decorations, the cookies, the family, everything about it. But I forget I can't do it all without paying majorly any more. My MS will simply not allow it. I have been going non stop for almost 2 weeks and I'm paying for it now. I'm sick, running a fever, have had a headache for 3 days now, a physically hurt all over. It makes me so sad to be like this. I have so many other things I want to do for Christmas and now it looks like I wont be able to do them. I hate this damn disease sometimes, most of the time I have come to terms with it but then there are times like these I just get so angry and frustrated.
Thanks for reading my vent! Just having a hard time right now.